If I wasn't here tomorrow
Ninio, you know that I care very deeply. It would break my heart if you were gone! You can certainly work on improving yourself, as we all can, but as a human being, you are fine the way you are. Don't worry about being thinner or prettier, just work on liking yourself, loving yourself, making good choices, and valuing the things and the people who really matter in your life. You can have a wonderful life, it does take some effort, but you are smart, strong, and you have love in your heart. You can do anything that you put your mind and your heart into. Please stop blaming yourself for things that happened in the past. What matters is what you are doing now and what you will do from now on. I love you very much, and I always will. PoK , Dad